
I had a nightmare last night. I had a nightmare so petrifying it felt like real life. It was so lurid that when I awoke, grasping for air, and sweaty, it was as if the world had turned upside down, as if my lips and nose and cheeks were being hauled upward. My innards wanted to escape through my belly button and my testicles moved around their sack like expanding dough. My hands felt as large as baseball mitts and my feet were gone. Lying in my bed and waiting the feeling out made me realize that a person need not dream to have similar sensations. Sometimes the nightmare is right there when you feel most awake, when you thought that nightmares were reserved solely for the dream world. There I was, expanding and expanding and expanding. read more…





























